I scurry in darkness to find light;
Neurotic... Too afraid to fight.
I admit mangling 'till I'm satisfied;
Enjoy bleeding 'till my hearts intensified.
I practice penalizing no one else but me;
Me who consider being an adversary to everybody.
But suddenly...
In the middle of a peril situation;
You came, touched my heart with no hesitation;
And made me quit burning myself in hell;
You risk saving me with the ring of a bell;
Rising me up from a deep apoplexy.
I do deny falling in love with an angel;
To aviod acting like a maledicted rebel.
I appreciate spending my last breath with you;
Though, only as a friend...
But still...
I regret doubting to say my feelings 'till the end
So I've decided to terminate my treacherous heart
To set the good from the rotten apart.
I'm finish incinerating every gory emotions I had...
My heart stops beating...
Stop beating my heart...
"SUICIDAL NOTE"
+++ Deity of Misery +++
Sept. 21, 2007